| 9 Weeks later |
[Aug. 21st, 2008|10:10 pm] |
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Apparently its been 9 weeks since my last entry. I'll post a real one soon! |
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| Ok, so an update... |
[Jun. 13th, 2008|09:33 pm] |
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Ok, Olde school userpic.
I go on LJ just about every day to read my friend's page. Every day I'm disappointed because fewer people are updating at all. Sadly, I've joined the ranks. I know I enjoy reading entries from years ago to see what was important to me then. Some parts of my life are a black hole of history... just as well I suppose because some of it hasn't been particularly interesting.
So whats new with me?
-Found an Amazing new girl. Lets hope things go well. I really like her and she seems to be into me, so we'll see. She's an engineer at URI, and beautiful and funny... I could go on and on, but I guess I'll leave it at that.
-Got a new job at Camp Massasoit as the Waterfront Director. Really just a glorified lifeguard, but its a good position for the summer, could lead to something in the fall.
-Not so sure now about Germany in the Fall... I might put it off til next spring or summer to save up some more money. The Euro is pricey right now.
-Worked at Harpoon in Boston again recently. Its a lot of fun, every time I do it I'm more convinced I want to work as a Brewer.
Thats about all the interesting stuff I can think of. Wish me luck! |
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| The devil is in the details |
[May. 16th, 2008|09:45 pm] |
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I know I didn't actually report details of the last girl. But its over now. It was one of those fast burning flashes. By the time you look to see whats going on, its past. I had fun, and I didn't really get hurt in the process, so good for me.
I've got some regrets, more specifically, just one, but I'll live. I mean, whats a man without a goal to look forward to?
Peace out folks. |
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| 2 Days |
[Apr. 19th, 2008|07:44 pm] |
What a difference a day makes. On Wednesday night I was complaining to Sam about how I can never meet anybody. I woke up that morning thinking about calling in sick to the YMCA, I didn't want to teach my lifeguarding class at noon. I didn't.
I somehow met this great girl there. No details yet, I don't want to jinx things. But wow, what a difference a day makes. |
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| Welcome to Fabulous Las Vegas |
[Mar. 18th, 2008|04:37 am] |
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So I'm in Las Vegas. More details to follow. Went to a bar tonight, saw this amazingly attractive redhead. And I hate redheads, but this one, great features all around, tall, thin, perfect face... everything you could ask for physically. I was casually looking at her the whole night, but the ratio was bad and I had only had two beers. She then started dancing near me, then closer and closer, bumping into me a few times. Since I was refusing to accept that a gorgeous girl was trying to dance with me I backed up. John and Donny yell over to me: "The Red! Lock it up!" I gave them the finger and started dancing. She grabbed my arm and put it around her and started grinding and touching me. I still couldn't accept reality, but I just danced anyway. She turned around after two songs and started talking to me while holding onto me. Sadly, I couldn't hear what she was saying because of the crowd noise, and I also couldn't think of anything good to say. So I bored her, and she left. And I went home alone. The end.
Moral of the story: I suck at life... |
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[Feb. 18th, 2008|12:53 am] |
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What a crazy week. Details to follow? |
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[Feb. 4th, 2008|10:07 am] |
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That was garbage... |
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| You've won a brand new year! |
[Jan. 1st, 2008|06:40 pm] |
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2008. Sounds strange still. Soon enough people will be saying "Twenty-Ten" Yikes!
I'll touch on what I did last night. I bought tickets to a bar in Providence called McFadden's. A bit pricey at $29, but hey thats what New Years all about right? Spending money for no particular reason other than having survived the previous year. I hung out with most of the same crew from last year: Dave Neal, Aubey, Patsy, Michele (pharm.), Danielle et al. We pre-gamed at Patsy's house without much incident and then all 11 of us crammed into two cabs. On the way there it occurred to me that the ride home probably wouldn't be as easy. The night passed quickly, I didn't have all that much to drink, I think I bought two beers. Ran into some Rhody Market people and some BHHS alums. My roommates Donny and Aaron showed up as well, though I knew they were going to be there. I got molested by a couple of girls, one hot, one not so much, though I didn't particularly enjoy the experience. After midnight I saw a security guard "escorting" Donny outside. He ended up back inside and got thrown out again. I eventually left and had to spend an hour walking around providence to find a taxi. I got back to PK's house at around 2:15AM. Woke up with a minor hangover and somehow managed to find my way back home.
So here's to a good 2008. May it get off to the right foot. |
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| That time of year again |
[Dec. 24th, 2007|04:12 pm] |
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December 24th 2003. Thats when I started this particular journal.
I said woe upon mankind for the creation of this monstrosity. I stand by that statement.
That first entry was shortened by a phone call I had from Jamie. I don't think I've spoken to her since the summer between freshman and soph. years. Alexis is four now, and with quite the attitude.
I don't want to turn this into a retrospective of the last four years of my life, so I'll be brief.
Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays and all the rest to everybody.
And of course, the classic ending:
Pax. |
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| Its been a long time coming |
[Dec. 6th, 2007|12:50 am] |
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So things aren't great. I'm a financial mess, being crushed under the weight of Tuition, Student loans, Rent, Utilities and Credit Cards. Even working full time I can't make it work.
Academically I'm failing a class. Straight up failing Politics of China. I'm going to have to beg my teacher to accept a couple papers late and give me a C for the semester.
I don't know what the hell I'm doing with my life. I can't even figure out which is the easy path anymore. Maybe MA/MBA? Then attempt law school? I'll have to stay thru here at URI until the Spring because I kept forgetting about my intent to graduate form. And oh yeah, my Tuition is late because financial aid has been a bitch because they thought I graduated. Yeah, I didn't. And won't unless I get my damn act together.
On top of it all I've got nobody to turn to. My mom is falling apart and getting more distant by the day. My dad is my dad, and the rest of the family... well lets not talk about them shall we? My best friend will be on the West Coast or at least VA by Spring. And who else do I talk to? I mean really?
I've been saying and thinking that I want a relationship, that I'm ready for one. Well not how things are now. I add the volatility of a relationship to my life now and its a recipe for more disaster.
I'm waiting for things to get better. I know I can make it. I can only try. |
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